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Is there something holding you back ?

When we choose something that is not best for us, there can be a deep seated part of us that does not want to heal a subconscious belief or program?

In almost every case, we know what is best for us in our lives, from the relationships we create to the food we eat. Still, somewhat mysteriously, it is often difficult to make the right choices for ourselves. We find ourselves hanging out with someone who leaves us feeling drained or choosing to eat fast food over a salad. We go through phases where we stop doing yoga or taking vitamins, even though we feel so much better when we do. Usually, we have no idea why we continue to make the less enlightened choice, but it is important that we inquire into ourselves or with a therapist to find out why.

When we choose something that is not best for us, the truth can be that there is a deep seated part of us that does not want to heal. We may say it’s because we don’t have the time or the energy or the resources, but the real truth is that when we don’t take care of ourselves, we fall prey to self-sabotage. Self-sabotage happens unconsciously, which is why it’s so difficult to see that we are doing it. It’s important to realize that the very part of us that resists our healing is the part that most needs our attention and love. Even as it appears to be working against us, it can become our greatest ally if we can simply bring it into the light of our consciousness. It carries the information we need to move to the next level in our healing process.

When we recognize that we are not making healthy choices, we might even say out loud, “I am not taking care of myself.” Sometimes this is the jolt we need to wake up to what is happening.

 Next, we can sit ourselves down in meditation, with a journal, or with a trusted friend or therapist to explore the matter more thoroughly. Just shining the light of our awareness on the source of our resistance is sometimes enough to dispel its power. At other times, further effort is required. Either way, we need not fear these parts that do not want to heal. We only need to take them under our wing face up to them and bring them with us into the light.